I don’t understand houses with more bathrooms than there are bedrooms. Or where there are bathroom for each bedroom…

Myself and a few others from our department are being summoned by HR this week… we don’t know what’s it for which makes me anxious. We have an idea… but we thought it was already resolved…

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Can’t believed it snowed this morning just a few miles from where I live… this weather has been interesting…

Happy New Year!

2022 you’ve been interesting. Many life changes earlier in the year, midyear reality slap me in the face and by the end of the year I became complacent. I am afraid of the future, for myself… for a long time I felt stuck, then there was a sudden movement… but the direction of where it’s going is still uncertain. My life for now is yet to be determine. And that’s how I’m facing 2023, nothing exciting to look forward to, just wait and see…

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I’m slowly realizing that maybe I’m an airhead… and I’m just keeping up the appearance… there’s just a lot of things that I’m not getting…

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Carved my first pumpkin. I chose this design cuz I thought it was simple. It was harder than I thought.

On a different note, I can’t believe that this year is almost over. A lot has happened, new job, office drama, moved, several family issues and health crisis… been very busy, preoccupied and overthinking.

Landing a new job earlier this year was definitely the change that I needed but I realize that I need to do more to change my life the way I want it to be… I still feel so left behind compared to my peers and people my age… but I’m grateful I’m in a different place now compared to just a year ago…

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I’ve been at my job for a little over 6 months… and recently have been contemplating of applying for different positions. I can’t help but feel guilty. Money is a big motivator, curiosity is another, also the feeling that I might not be the right fit for this one, and the fear of getting stuck at this job for several years… is tempting me to try my luck again at job hunting.

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Just hate it when your supervisor puts you in an embarrassing position… it completely ruins the rest of your week.

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It’s almost 6 months at my new/current job… the pressure to perform and be useful is definitely on my mind.

My supervisor has already told me that I need to communicate more and that I need to ask questions… but I don’t know what questions to ask… and if I do, the response is another question…

So yeah no pressure…

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Stranger Things S4 has got to be at the top of shows I’ve watched so far this year, kenobi is kinda falling flat for me… haven’t watch any BL series this year… erase that… Heartstopper is the only BL show I’ve watched so far this year, nothing else is interesting to me… And I marathon all available episodes of The Great Pottery Throwdown.

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